[ti:Miri Ben-Ari (feat. Scarface & Anthony Hamilton)]
[ar:Sunshine to the Rain]
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[00:00.67]Miri Ben-Ari
[00:01.84](feat. Scarface & Anthony Hamilton)
[00:02.78]Sunshine to the Rain
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[00:04.78]~ Thanks 映云, Tee, Jerry, Collid ~
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[00:21.67]I spent my years isolated
[00:23.05]Couldn't live with myself
[00:24.18]I was trouble as a young kid
[00:25.72]My tears didn't help
[00:27.03]Very depressing and it was evident
[00:28.75]I'd fade to the deep
[00:29.64]All alone like these four walls came at me
[00:32.39]Barracaded cuz my mind state
[00:34.12]I just wanted to die
[00:34.96]Never happiness
[00:35.89]Just sad time living a lie
[00:37.62]Rater leave me
[00:38.40]I was suicidal
[00:39.35]Slittin' my wrist
[00:40.33]Mamma thinking I was crazy
[00:42.00]Like use some sense
[00:43.23]And on them days I was feeling
[00:44.47]I was paining inside
[00:45.73]It wasn't me
[00:46.60]It was my inner feeling coming alive
[00:48.26]I remember waking up like I was going to school
[00:51.01]Left me standing in the hospital
[00:52.70]Locked in this room
[00:54.09]Put away
[00:54.62]I was a troubled kid losing my mind
[00:56.52]Fallin' short
[00:57.27]Of what they expected from me everytime
[00:59.07]So don't fault me if you meet me
[01:00.66]And I look to be strange
[01:01.86]I'm just mad that the sunshine dies in the rain
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[01:06.17]Sunshine to the rain
[01:08.79]When it comes it goes again
[01:11.40]Even when the story ends
[01:14.05]Just turn the page and begin again
[01:16.63]Sunshine on cloudy days
[01:19.30]Don't hate me I'll never change
[01:22.09]Thankful I was made this way
[01:24.61]Your sunshine for cloudy days
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[01:26.60]Now I was raised in a neighborhood
[01:27.81]With half of a dime
[01:28.90]If you was real it was understood
[01:30.15]It showed in your eyes
[01:31.61]Every corner had a different hustle
[01:33.28]Sprawled on your face
[01:34.33]Drug wars
[01:35.11]Growin' up raw cuz violence the case
[01:36.79].... had to move along
[01:38.63]Quiet it's kept
[01:39.68]Spoken words got you dealt with
[01:41.33]So ride with yourself
[01:42.40]I'm a juvenile
[01:43.22]They telling me get down for they wealth
[01:44.98]No getting high
[01:45.67]Cuz when you gettin' high
[01:46.71]You needing some help
[01:47.62]As far as help
[01:48.48]Mine was middle though
[01:49.39]You know how that go
[01:50.29]Psychologically
[01:51.28]I deal with demons talkin' in codes
[01:53.17]Hopefully, I'll get to meet Jesus
[01:54.77]Somewhere on this road
[01:55.88]Sick of hearing people screaming in my head saying no
[01:58.50]Better of if I was dead
[01:59.89]Cuz they killing me slow
[02:01.23]All in all it's just a part of my life
[02:02.99]Watching the show
[02:03.99]Ain't nothing never came to niggaz sleep
[02:05.54]Except for a dream
[02:06.66]It's like a movie with the ending credits etched in the screen
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[02:10.85]Sunshine to the rain
[02:13.42]When it comes it goes again
[02:16.16]Even when the story ends
[02:18.63]Just turn the page and begin again
[02:21.55]Sunshine on cloudy days
[02:23.97]Don't hate me I'll never change
[02:26.76]Thankful I was made this way
[02:29.22]Your sunshine for cloudy days
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[02:41.68]I prayed my last days of sunshine
[02:43.32]Just die in the rain
[02:44.38]Kinda selfish
[02:45.20]But I know that dying
[02:46.42]Eases the pain
[02:47.20]Heartfelt words
[02:48.01]Spoken hurt
[02:48.73]Provided the frame
[02:49.60]For the picture I done painted for the master to explain
[02:52.56]So I leave behind my testimony
[02:54.06]Witness to give
[02:54.89]Far from holy
[02:55.88]But this matrimony provided the script
[02:57.96]To live on
[02:58.75]And live by
[02:59.38]Grow up and grow on
[03:00.90]Get on and get by
[03:02.16]So forth and so on
[03:03.68]And this here's the last days
[03:04.84]I can hear the horns singin'
[03:06.22]I can see the red sky
[03:07.82]I can hear the drum beating
[03:09.05]I seen the dead die
[03:10.36]How long will they mourn Jesus
[03:11.69]At least I'm saved by my scriptural warn readings
[03:14.42]And while leaving you here
[03:15.80]Believe what you believe in
[03:17.07]But you don't want to not believe
[03:18.57]Believe in seeing
[03:19.79]Don't take this here too personal
[03:21.21]Cuz I'm just speaking
[03:22.58]This is my family on my mind
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[03:26.26]Sunshine to the rain
[03:28.72]When it comes it goes again
[03:31.49]Even when the story ends
[03:33.91]Just turn the page and begin again
[03:37.09]Sunshine on cloudy days
[03:39.40]Don't hate me I'll never change
[03:42.13]Thankful I was made this way
[03:44.54]Your sunshine for cloudy days
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