[ti:Triumph of Disintegration]
[ar:Of Montreal]
[al:Lousy With Sylvianbriar]
[offset:0]
[00:00.57]Triumph of Disintegration - Of Montreal
[00:01.51]The last ten days have been a motherfucker,
[00:05.57]I didn’t know if I’d survive
[00:16.77]
[00:25.21]The voice with the synapse that calls blood bats
[00:27.65]into action has now entered the tablelands
[00:31.96]
[00:33.09]It’s only natural to feel a little imbalanced,
[00:36.78]it’s a symptom of your hysterical need to be understood
[00:41.36]
[00:48.64]You had to forgive your enemy cause
[00:50.44]it was making you psychotic
[00:51.44]to keep fighting him inside of your head
[00:54.75]
[00:56.39]But how could you allow these people
[00:58.20]whom you don’t even respect to rape your self concept
[01:01.93]and make your inner world an ugliness?
[01:07.50]
[01:23.31]Thrashed through the forest like a tormented brute,
[01:27.31]I had to make myself a monster just
[01:30.56]to feel something ugly enough to be true
[01:35.93]And then scratching wildly
[01:37.93]at the mirror in my heart to see their doleful faces
[01:42.00]What is the flaw in just running away?
[01:47.18]Running away fixes everything,
[01:51.49]how can I why should I stay?
[01:54.56]Just to view the triumph of disintegration?
[01:59.42]
[02:07.10]To live beneath language, or far above,
[02:10.92]it’s really not that different
[02:15.02]At least now that the one thing that is good about me
[02:18.98]Has begun to express itself in malicious ways
[02:23.61]
[02:42.22]Thrashed through the forest like a tormented brute,
[02:46.24]I had to make myself a monster just
[02:49.47]to feel something ugly enough to be true
[02:54.85]And then scratching wildly at the mirror in my heart
[02:58.91]to see their doleful faces
[03:00.97]What is the flaw in just running away?
[03:05.35]
[03:06.08]Running away fixes everything, how can I why should I stay?
[03:13.89]Just to see the triumph of disintegration?
[03:16.89]
[03:17.59]Victories of devastation?